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Sunday, February 29, 2004

im feeling down.
:/

im veri confused.abt my feelings.
sigh.
i wished i nvr met gabe at all.

i hate it.

jes back frm church.
went to mass with ian.
(:should i even smile.
hais.
i dunno!

-cries.
oh wells.
todae went to st annes.
for the rehearsals.gough came along with rese.
so yes.
father peter rocks.
(:he brought us down to cateen to eat.lols.

and we went to punggol end to see the haunted hse.lols.
and then went to punggol end.
im so tired now can!

and veri confused.

oh mann.
this sucks.
i might jes to quit salt and get outta of st annes.

i had enough.
i guess i know who he likes now.haha.
i have no comments.
oh wells.

god.please let me clear all my thots.
please guide me thru this period of time.
god be with me.

hazel Y 8:12 PM |

Saturday, February 28, 2004

heys.
im here again.
this mornig had heats at punngol sec.
long jump.
lols.din get it larhs duh.
but i realised that long jump are quite fun actually.lols.
oh wells.

gosh.im like sick.
flu and all.
:|
later guess not goin for the video viewing.
wnana rest.

arhs.i feel so tired and heavyy.
oh yeah!
I GREW TALLER!

((:
tmr still hafta go for rehearsals.
snores.

jes now he called.
-beams

anyhows.shall go now.
u all take great care!

till then.
te bird flu victim.

hazel Y 12:21 PM |

Friday, February 27, 2004

"move bitch get out the wayy..."

im back frm cp after school.

(:gort my huge earring
yes yes.
later still hafta go church.sians!

shall do it for god.((:

yes yes.school was boring.as usual.
and during history.i was trying out clar's tie.
so yes.i tried.and tried to show the class the new age prefect.with my detached belt so low and all.and yes.of coze the tie was hung loosely and all.lols.with charlotte's specs.lol.
and right at that moment!
stupid mr sim!
he walked past the class.
and yar.he saw me.but luckily i wore my belt properly.hahahas.
yuppz.
then yes.he said the tie is not for playing and all that crapshit.

yuppz.
and ally beatrice beverly lotte me.
we are the hearties.
lols.with heart stickers on our fones.
(:
and i hazel tan.set up a new trend.i put safety pin in the fone screen.:D
and yes.everybody's doin that noww.

i need money!
wanna go shopping spree again.
lols.
buy black clothes.

hehehe.
i want this top i tired on at u2.
snores.
and marilyn wanna get that dkny watch.i wanna get another watch of dkny for 180.
roars!

shall go eat.
till then.
the crazy-in-love one.

hazel Y 3:38 PM |

hellos.im here!
in school.(:

i m so missing him!
:/
freak his camp.hais haiss.
school's okays so far.(:jes that im real slpy.

later after school.shall go hme slp.then go back st annes for stations of the cross.
and passion play rehearsal.
(((:

shall go.
till then.
the lovesick one.

"baby im too lost in you."

hazel Y 9:11 AM |

Thursday, February 26, 2004

IN IN IN

(:
im in lovee.
lols.
yes yes.lols.
jes back frm school.
so guai again.had sss.boring shit.
todae had three periods of eng.and ms ong din cum.so yes.me and the usual co was toking in a circle again.lols.marilyn was telling us this real scary storie.which she claims that it's a true story.
then in the end.she said she made it u.-.-"like wow.

yes.and kandis was fooling ard on the stage platform thingie in the class with all the props for literature drama things.
and yes.
the class dared me to wear this pinky stupid long long dress with puffy sleeves.
and so.
first attempt.
gosh.i coulden breathe!shu anne was so like forcing the whole dress on me.and yes.i was so laughing and laughing that i lied down on the platform gasping for air.and yes.apparently i think i cao kern.(spell...?)
-.-"
in the end i wore it.it's stupid.

yuppz.the prefect invest thingie was crap.so cheapthrill.the blue carpet was gone.and they replaced it with masking tape woth stupid pebbles on top.-.-"
and ms chow looked like..."eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww."

tmr is finally fridae!rejoice!!(:

hazel Y 5:02 PM |

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

im glad.i managed to move on.come on.smile for me.lols.i jes realised.i dun feel much anymore.kays larhs.maybe a bit.but yes.much much lesser now.(=
finally.(:there;s so much more to life.more better guys.more better things.more fun.more love.
and definately pple that wunt break my heart.

and yes.he's none of my business alreadyy.
cant stop him from liking any girl anymore.so yes.
looking backk.i was so foolish?why still care?he isnt even worth.u gave him ur heart.he gave u back in pieces.

im over gabriel.

yes!finally.this is great.

im happy.im really am.

IN(:

hazel Y 9:06 PM |

IN(:

jes back frm skul
can u believe it.
it's like 3 only?!

wee,and guess wad.i brought back bks to study.
kays.sumone jes slap me now.

yes yes.
stupid ms lee confiscated huiling's discman.
sum retard sec 1.
coze ms lee ask the class to check the drawers for stuff.
then sum bitch jes raised her hands and shouted."discman!"
-.-"
like where's ur cow sense!

sheeshed.
the tcher damn lame oso.
gosh.i look at her mouth when she talks.i get so irritated cann!
she and her short tongue.LOL.

yuppz.todae so boring.
as usual
w/o that retard!
zZzz.pro lah regina.
i shall go cut my hair super short too yah.lols.

and i din went to tution coze of my stupid nose.
godd.
and my eyes r so heavyy.
:/
sickkk.

later still hafta go church.
parents r goin to st annes.or ctk.
and im goin to ihm with ian and co.
(:

to c___*
congrats girl!i wish ya both happiness!!muacks.
trust u to let me be the 4th person to know.lols.

and oh yeahz.todae so damn slpy!
coze last night toked on the fone again.lols.

oh wells.
and yes!
todae chem's class.me yat xj and huili were all choping filter paper.coze we were seperating colours.(forgort the term...?)..yes yes,and yat and xj were all making diff colours.lols.i think i haf at least 6 filter papers cann!

hahahas.so cute.
and outside mr teo's labb.there's a bible.
LOL.
i was so making fun of it...i held it upfront.lols.
then amy was like.."arghh.it's so bright!!!"that type of thingg.lols.
amys'so cute.
we were all gossiping during eng class todae..lols.

till then.
the bored oneee.

OH YES!I LOVE KYLIE'S NEW SONG.RED-BLOODED WOMAN!

"Red Blooded Woman"

Can't stop, Count backwards 5 4 3 2 1, Before you get too heated and turned
on (This guy), You should have learned your lessons all them times before,
You've been bruised, you've been broken, Then there's my mind saying think
before you go, Through that door it could lead you nowhere (This guy), Has
got you all romantic, crazy in your head, Do you think I'd listen, no I
don't care, Ocause I can't focus I can't stop, You got me spinning round,
round, round, round (Like a record), I can't focus it's too hot (Inside),
You'll never get to Heaven if you're scared of getting high, Boy, boy, Let
me keep freaking around, I wanna get down, I'm a red blooded woman, what's
the point in hanging round, Don't wanna keep turning it down, When this girl
wants to rock with you, My conscience saying, get down off this dream, It's
too dangerous and deadly, Has got you talking round in circles can't you
see, All for the sake of sexy (You're loving it), Then there's my sense
saying stop before you fall, I don't wanna pick you up again, Has got you
all romantic, crazier each day, Do you think I'd listen, There's no way.

sweet dreams my LA ex.end.

hazel Y 3:11 PM |

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

heys
jes back frm town.
gort my handphone accessory frm roxy.(:nice.
real bored.
and oh yea!i saw mrs yap.in the car with mrs ng.goshhh.my belt was like wayyy below waist.SHEESH.i was like..."arhs?!"
but they're in the car larhs.so yah..cant catch me.
but!the scary thing is!yesterdae i saw mr tan yan ho in the car at the same road!the same lane!
sheesh.
time for me to sew my belt on again.lols.

yuppz.im boreddd.
im so scared.tmr getting back ss and maths.
mr arman told us that he wanan see sum of our parents.
like grrrr.so scary..said that sum of our work veri disgusting.
:/
scaryyy.
and yes arhs.
mr arman told us that sum fucktard parents suggested publicising our results mann.
and yes.
my stupid schh.
agreed.
so yes.you'll see my name in the list at canteen.
lowest for geog.
HAZEL TAN
SEC 3 ENDURANCE
9/40

how wonderful is that.

and todae pe was a killer.
like wthh.
we had to run with the taf girls.
10 rounds up and down.
-.-"
was like...breaking already.
my body damn pain?
frm training yesterdae.and todae's excerises make it worse.

kaes.shall go napping.real tired.

till then.
the ~~superficial~~ one.

hazel Y 5:42 PM |

Monday, February 23, 2004

i adore this song.
after eaamon's.

"Ex-Girlfriend"

I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

You say you're gonna burn before you mellow
I will be the one to burn you
Why'd you have to go and pick me?
When you knew that we were different, completely

I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend

I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

Your wildness scares me
So does your freedom
You say you can't stand the restrictions
I find myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover I wouldn't have to

And I feel so mean, I feel in between
'Cause I'm about to give you away

I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend (for someone else to take)
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend (am I making a mistake?)
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them (all the time that we spent)
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girl, friend

I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

I'm about to give you away for someone else to take
I'm about to give you away for someone else to take

We keep repeating mistakes for souvenirs
And we've been in between the days for years
And I know that when I see you I'm going to die
I know I'm going to want you and you know why
It's going to kill me to see you with the next girl
'Cause I'm the most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl

But I should have thought of that before we kissed...

I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend

I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

hazel Y 11:16 PM |

xx all my life
i pray for someone like you

hellos.
jes back frm school.
im super super tired.
zZzz.last night toked to ian till this morning...so yah..go school was practically slping throughout da dae.

i gort 9/40 for my geog.
goddd.so lousy.LOL.yes yes i nvr study..that's why.
hahahas.
im so hungry now!
and my arms are breaking..

im feeling better.(:
coze of sum stuff.lols.=}
and my taggboard the pple a bit not lame right.
ana...?
lols.martin chapa?
do my blog even look like a guy's one...?
dots.

yes yes.and dear regina.
she gort suspended todae.
for her stupid hair.
STILL SAY U WANNA TRANSFER SCHOOL.FINE LARH.LEAVE ME HERE LARH!WHERE'S UR HEART AND BRAIN!

my mum got hme earlie.
coze she's goin for a wake later.

hais hais.

gen.
i agree with you.
everybody*'s falling in love.
(:

till then
~~the lovestruck one~~

STACIE ORRICO LYRICS

"I Promise"

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

hazel Y 6:42 PM |

Sunday, February 22, 2004

hellos

im feeling super down.

very very down

todae's comp was ....----
lols.was eliminated.lols.like duhh.then ian came down with greg to support me.(...?)then we went to arcade to plae a while.then headed down to sum coffeeshop near ihm.
lols.
we were all suaning ian..said that he;s a gay and all.and greg was so saddd.abt love...?hais.sheeshed.

sure hopes he cheers up.

yes yes.then came hme.then went to church again.
first time i din send my bro off to tekong.
i miss him..?
:/
so much happened since he went to tekong.and i dun like the changes or wad is going on.i wished i could tell him everything.or cry to him.even if he scolds me for my foolishness.:/i dun mind.

oh god.i wanna cry now.
why am i even so bothered with words?
or even actions.
why am i bothered abt him

sigh

hazel Y 7:59 PM |

Saturday, February 21, 2004

hazel tan!u aint looking back are you.
-smashes my face.
like hellos.u told urself to move on.MOVE!!

:x

hazel Y 9:52 AM |

helos.mornings(:
HAPPIE 15TH BIRTHDAE MAMA RESELY!
wow.look at that sun.
SENTOSA PLEASE!
:|but i cant go.coze later hafta do car washing.lols.
then tmr i have comppp!zZzzz.and then after that make my way down to st annes for mass.
wow.
had piano lesson.
yuppz.

nth much is gonan happpen todae.
and yes.the blog war thingie is over.with gabriel the peacemaker.-.-"
lols.
oh wells.

i swear i hate the msealsmusic website introduction vid or sumthing.so stupid musik!
lols.
and my nose's running.and it's blocked.
-gasp for oxygen.lols.

I CANT BREATHE!
lols.yes.im not very lame.i know.

gonna go cp later.to take my mask.(:
and then go down to st annes.
so yeahz.
ALL CARS THAT WANT TO BE WASHED, PLEASE PARK YOUR CARS AT ST ANNES COMPOUND OR CARPARK.$5 PER WASH.

yes arhs.like anybody here drives.
lols.
till then.
the tanning freak.

guess i'll go sentosa next wk.((:

hazel Y 9:26 AM |

Friday, February 20, 2004

back frm tution
saw this old uncle..he made me feel so sad?
he was wearing this shirt.messy look,with his pants all mud stained.
and he was carrying a plant...?in his hands...wrapped up with a plastic bag..?and his hair was like so messy?and he looked tired and all.
sheeshed.
i feel so sad for sum reason?
:|
it reminds of my dad?
i mean.all the hard work he ever did for the family.
oh god,im emotional already.
but yeah.dad!thank you!
i'll nvr be able to repay youu.
and yeahz.not forgotting my mum.(:
(awww.so sweet.
but i cant help thinking abt that old man i saw jes now.:/i wonder if he have pple to care for him anots.:/)

i'll pray to god.that life for him will be nice..?
:)

hazel Y 8:14 PM |

hellos!
jes back frm hougang.lols.went to find sumthing.
todae is so boring!!and everybody was so slpy.during hist lesson.mr arman gave us sum lil test.hmm.lol.i was so slpy that i scribbled my work.lols.din even know wad was i writing.lols.
oh wells.

i failed chinese
as usual.

yes yes.
last night was SO GOD DAMN FUCKING EXCITING.
yes yes.
i whined abt my love life.
i whined.
take note of the d.
it's real comforting to know that pple are actually reading my entries?and toking abt it?
wooo.
but i think they sort of din read properly?

they din read the i've moved on hellos.
and yes
my love life?
i know it's over.and yes?it's none of ur shit business.
ooo.i rmbed.sum pple dunt have love life.
oo.i shant be so mean yah.

hAhaAhAha
oh shit. my finger's working up again.

must be i read too much of the blog already.LOL.

lame ass.
pple love to care abt me.
i appreciate it.

till then.
the hapPPPiE onE.

hazel Y 3:26 PM |

Thursday, February 19, 2004

haha.im seriously irritated with ms-finger-problem.
this is so making me want to laughh.

hazel Y 10:35 PM |

heys
jes back frm townn.
(:
im officially mrs tan now.
((:
and came hme and saw the handfone box on the table.
MY DAD BOUGHT ME A FONE!
PRAISE THE LORD!THIS IS MY DAY!
lols.
yes yes.
change of nos.:D
time to let go of memories with my old fone.and the number.
like totally mann.

yes yes.and rese.balls yah.
-rolls eyes.
no life dumbfuckers.
everyday same things.same pple.LIMITED places to go.LIMITED pple to hang out with.LIMITED pple to like.LOls.
this is so motherfucking lame.

oh wells.
aint looking backk.shant waste my breath on them anws
im happie.(:
and my legs r like breaking!
goshh.
so painnnn.tmr dunno if wnana go lasalle open hse..or tution.or go attend mass with my frens.
hmm.

shall go bathe.
till then
MRS TAN!(:

hazel Y 7:13 PM |

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

THAT'S THE LOUIS VUITTON DRESS!IN THE BACKGROUND!I WANT IT!!SCREAMS!

hazel Y 10:42 PM |

and god damnit
i lost the pencil that gabe gave me.
sigh.even the pencil wants to part with me.
hahhas.

and todae is the 18th.ordinary day eh!!:|

hazel Y 8:31 PM |

heys.
jes back frm j8.
went there to eat after heats.
my 100m eventwas like....shit.
hahas.
so suay.all trackers in the team.except one.
:|
like wow.
yes yes.still have three more events to go.
high jump
long jump
4x100m.
will be running that on the dae itself.
-.-"
sians.
my throat is like so zZzzz.painnn.

roars.
but running was funnz.was like...second last?LOL.

and i still cant get that roxanne song outta my mind.hahahs.

so tired.i dun feel like goin for comp this sundae!
arghhhh.lols.like totally.this wk can lose weight.(:

yes yes.
and this is wad i wanna do in the march hols.
1.grow taller.
2.lose at least 2 kg
3.cut hair!
4.SUNTANN
5.play bball

ha.i wanan go lasalle open hse on fridae!!!
weehee.
shall go.nth much happened in school todae.

till then
the longrunner.haha

hazel Y 5:47 PM |

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

THAT LV DRESS!!!and i jes read sum thing's blog.LOSERRRRRs!no life.no balls

hazel Y 10:09 PM |

hellos!
totally gort that moulin rouge song into my head.
el tango de roxanne.
is like woah!

(:
am feeling better.
jes strolled back frm jo's hse.
was stoning at her hse.
coze i gort NO PAPERS ANYMORE!
rejoice.
im super happie.
and super worried.

coze my physics chem geog.
was like shit can..?
i was so like insulting the geog tcher that's gonna mark the paper..?i said..."sea breeze is created when the wind is blown over the sea surface."
LIKE RIGHT.
LOls.
and cmse was terrible.was so lame.they asked why is there a distaff and a spindle there on the badge.then i said..coze last time the pple were veri poor.so they want to remind pple of their hard times.
LOL
omg.
i've mastered the skill of total lameness.

yupp
jo wanted to go hairborn salon or sumthing.near monfont.
like wth.
she happily lost the name card...with the map behind...?
so we were like walking rounds and rounds ard the estates finding the damn salon.and she was whining non stop?!
lol.
say her hair veri ugly.
sheeshed.
i wanted to cut my hair.
but yeahz.dcided to kip it longer first.
(:
i want a new look.

tmr gort heats.
ike thanks arhs.
my tag no is 240.
and guess hu r my competitors.
siti
avril
crystal.
LIKE THANK YOU.THEY NOT VERI FAST ARHS.
:/
confirm die.
and my another heat event dunno when.
and my comp cuming
and i keep eating
oh gosh.
chocolates everyday.
lols.

im happie.
that im moving on.

and during maths class.
i always kana for eating in class can!
like wthh/
mrs ku caught me for eating polkee(spell...?)
then she asked me to give her.
so yeahz,i gave her sum only..coze 3/4s of it i kept it with my frens?
lols.
so yeahz.then later me amy and blah blah pple sit in front coze she wanan explain the question that my grp dunno
so yeahz.
the packet of polkee was on the table.
so amy took one by one..then passed to me.
take and take till left 3 in side the packet.
then later when we go back.
mrs ku was like.
"hazel!how cum the chocolate left so lil?!"
lols.
so yeahz..nvm.
she nvr scold anyways.
lols.

lalalalalala.

love was jes a three mth thing.

will nvr happen again.

hazel
tan is
MOVING ON

hazel Y 7:13 PM |

Monday, February 16, 2004

oh gosh.all that depression is now making me want to laugh out loud instead of crying.
sheeshed
im soo feeling that..."wanan laugh out loud feelings in me."
lols.
whenever i look at my blog.
i feel so childish?
lols.
i shoulden even bother abt pple not shutting their gap.
i should see them as a form of entertaining to me ehs.

and looking at wad i felt abt love...
yes hazel.u;re saying it now.
we've broke.
cant control him anymore.cant stop him frm liking any girl now.-rolls eyes
oh wells.
2 mths already.
if he can get over you so fast..?thenwad's the point.
u being here.and hoping for a darn patch?!
dream on!
do u haf so much time?!
sheesh.
2 mths already.
he's over you.
oh wtf am i toking!
of coze he's over u.hellos.he dumped you.
why would he even regret or not be over you?!

sheeshed.im toking to myself again.

oh wth.it's time.for me to be happy like i used to be.
"u tink i give a damnn...sweet dreams my la ex"

hazel Y 8:49 PM |

dumbfcuk dumbfcuk dumbfcuk dumbfcuk dumbfcuk
dumbfcuk dumbfcuk dumbfcuk dumbfcuk dumbfcuk
dumbfcuk dumbfcuk dumbfcuk dumbfcuk dumbfcuk

SCREAMS

jes back frm school.
todae sucks...?
hmm.but im feeling a lil better now..coze of all that training.god.im so tired now.
and tmr i have four papers.
i can forget it mann.
so tired.
shall flunk all.
told mr pang im ready to fail physics.LOls.
oh wells.he said "u win larhs."
hahahas.

and thanks arhs blue hse.
they picked me to take part in heats,100m,4x100m,high jump,long jump
like wtf.i cant jump for nuts can!
and heats are on the wednesdae.
anyone gort spike shoes...?!

and comp on sundae.
weehee.can lose weight.
oh wells.

it's so sillie.looking at how my love life is.
it's dumb.

"i cant get past the pain.
to u our love was jes a memory
gradually you slip away
and all i can say is stay."

loved me..?
i hate THAT d.it din do any lil bit at all.

oh fcuk it!
and sum ...things..?they dunno their own gap.and jes sprout nonsense.

please go to hell wont you.
SHUT THE FUCK UP!

I hate THAT grp of ....tings.

oh wells.shall go study.
life WILL go on.
i dun believe i cant find a better guy.
or am i so dependant on love.
i dun need love frm any girl or guy.
im alone.

and i'll be happie.

till then.
the fuckshit.

o boy o boy.
i hate those eyes.

hazel Y 6:35 PM |

Sunday, February 15, 2004

dunt i jes sound pathetic

oh fuck the presence

it'll linger nehind me sumday sumhow soon

i hope

hazel Y 11:35 PM |

i wished i never heard anything.
i wished i never loved you before.
i wished we never met.

today.had salt.
after that.
was msging with rese's fone.
and i gort the truth.
he likes sumone now.

oh fuckit!
THEN WHY THE FCUK AM I STILL HERE!
THEN WHY THE FCUK HAZEL TAN MUST DO ALL THIS!
THEN WHY THE FCUK MUST HAZEL TAN GET SAD AND ALL!
THEN WHY THE FCUK MUST HAZEL TAN CRY!
THEN WHY THE FCUK MUST HAZEL TAN BECUM A LES!
THEN WHY THE FCUK I STILL LOVE HIM!

cried a tank fulled.:/
i dun understand.
u know he still can plae street soccer?while im crying.
yes yes.
we've broke up.
yes yes.
he has a life.

and i dun haf.
my life ended then.

im so trying to move on now.
but i jes cant!
u know how i feel?!
sorrie wunt nvr nvr help
it wunt.

JES CARE WONT YOU!

:|

kaes.im really depressed.

i think i'll break down. oh god.

hazel Y 9:40 PM |

Saturday, February 14, 2004

forever waiting for youu.with hope you'll cum back to me sum dae sumhow.

heys.
it's vday.
happie vday to all.feel happie for all couples out there.or pple hu have dates and all.(:
poor me.
here.
alone.
anyhows.i shall go slp the whole dae.and reflect on my love life.
:/
sad case mann.
actualli i dun even haf to reflect.
i know i still love you alot.and i still miss you alot.
:/
and you're out todae.with i-wonder-who.:|
god.im gonna cry soon.

out of reach.i cant control u anyways.i wished i could still.

shall buy 1.blueroses for myself.
2.THAT black LV dress.(right.where;s the money!!)

:|
till then.
the depressed one

hazel Y 9:23 AM |

Friday, February 13, 2004

im super super depressed.

in the end.
you're still the one.still on my mind.
icntforgetyou

i shall buy blueroses for myself soon.:|

hazel Y 9:23 PM |

she was never meant to be mine.

i dunt wanna go town anymore.dun even feel like.
i dunt wanna talk again.dunt even feel like
i dunt even want to love again.

hazel Y 9:05 PM |

hellos!
back fm skul
sumthing that i like abt being in a all girls school is that we celebrate days like these veri nicely!
(:
todae in the morning was almost late for school can!
coze shyan wanted to take the later bus..
so yah.the later bus came!
but it din stop-.-"
so me shijin shyan and sj's sis.and cuzzie was like...shit!
then guess who appeared.
my dad!
i LOVE YOU DAD!
i was so praying that i meet my dad mann.
and he came.thank god for him mann.:x(awww...)
am i in love again?and am i loved...?

was so gorging myself with those chocs mann!
wee.
a bag full of chocs.
love ya all!!!
HAPPIE VDAE TO ALL MY LOVED ONES.YOU'RE ALL APPRECIATED IN MY LIFE GREATLY.

todae is the 2nd mth since the brk up.
oh wells!

MR ARMAN TOTALLY ROCKS MY LIFE!
he's so cute can!
he told us a storie...
he said that last time in yr 98 when he was in aust or sumthing.
then they had sum festival on vday...then loads of big bands like lp came down to perform!so cool right!
then as he was the driver..he could not get drunk and all...so yah...his frens all super drunk...then the concert thingie was in countryside one..so they had farm and all...
then gort electric fences ard to dun let the cows stray off.
LOL.
then his fren wanted to pee.
so guess wad
he pee-ed at the fence,and GORT ELECTROCUTED!
omg.
so funny can!
then mr arman said that his fren eyes open and hair all stand up...then he lay on the floor flat on his back..and his mr johnson was upright and was peeing like a fountain can!!
oMG.sick right..and he added that his fren was peeing uncontrollably!

gawd.i was laughing till my stomach damn damn pain cann!
LOL.
so cute right he.
lols.

anyhows.not sure if i wanan go town tmr..
hmmm.
im so happie!

(:
are you my valentine?

I LOVE YOUUU!!!!!

Cause, I know you want me baby, I think I want you too
"I think I love you baby", I think I love you too
I'm here to save you girl, come be in Shady's world
I want to grow together, let's let our love unfurl
You know you want me baby, you know I want you too
They call me superman, i'm here to rescue you
I want to save you girl, come be in Shady's world
"Ooooh boy you drive me crazy", bitch you make me hurl...

and i realised that sum pple jes have no no fcuking dickie life.

till then
the daydreamer

hazel Y 3:04 PM |

Thursday, February 12, 2004

woah!
im done with the shopping for prez for my frens.(:
was eating sum of it.hahahas!
went towning again.regina gort her stuff.so ex can!
gawd.
i dun care.i want flowers now!
-cries.
no one.
tmr is firdae the 13th.cool!
hahahas.
and it'll also be 2 mths since the break up.
sigh.
oh wells.
im so happie with my prezzies for my frens.hahahas.and im gonan plae vday joke.(;
hahahas.
anyhows.so busy.shall go wrap them.
cya laters!

till then.
the accomplished one.lols

hazel Y 5:29 PM |

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

lols.everyday is full of surprises.
this is so hilarious.they are so entertaining me.ha.

hazel Y 10:24 PM |

m&ms
(:
regina bought for me a packet jes now.im feeling lil happie now.
amy once said that she feels happy eating m&ms,coze it's so colourful and all.
i agree.

why should i bother.
move on hazel.
it's not worth it.

hazel Y 6:34 PM |

heys.
hme now with regina.
im feel super weak?
coze jes now while i was smashing sum glass, it cut my hand.lols.regina's oso.ouch mannn
and we were like laughing.?
hhahas.

we're suppose to study history.oh wells.look wad r we doing now.
she's toking to alvina.while m using the comp.so hardworking ehs!

im so fucking pissed.
PLEASE ROT IN HELL

oh mann.eamon writes great songs.
EAMON LYRICS

"Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)"

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No

[Verse 1:]
See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel

[chorus:]
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

[verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah

Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i do admit i'm sad.
It hurts real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
[Until the end]

till then
the bleeding one

hazel Y 4:32 PM |

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

SHUT UP!
I HATE YOU!
mother fucking P I M P

jes back frm town.(:
so tireddd.
god.my legs r aching and all frm yesterdae.
hahahas.

regina went town to get stuff.with me and nette.
stupid mann.we wanted to go into hyatt hotel...to get things.then the guy at the door...he opened for sum ladies..but not for us?!
like fuck you larhs.then not only that.he asked us..to go to another door.then asked us..where are you all heading to...?then we pointed inside.so yeahz.he opened it for us.
so we went upstairs to buy things..
then cum downn.then we went to the door...then SUM OTHER GUY came and told us this.hahahas!
"next time dunt cum here to use the toilet."
then we pointed to the paper bag that regina was holing.
then we said."look.we bought stuff"
then he gave that."oh" face.
bullfark mann.
then i said.."relax mann"

like fuck hyatt larh!
wad's their probs..jes becoze we're students mean we dun haf money..?!
shit the both of you!i hope balls will grow in your mouth or sumthing!
so pissed cann.

yes...and i was looking out for hearts.wanna buy.but there's none!
:|

im so tireddddd.

and pissed

nth much happened in school...
so yeahz.tmr gort tution.boringggg!!!

till then.
the ~~poor~~ one

hazel Y 6:15 PM |

Monday, February 09, 2004

more words that goes Up aNd dOwN.

god.please slam their fingers.it's irritating the pms queen.

hazel Y 10:21 PM |

(:
totally glad there's such thing as the chair and the bed.
im so tired!
training was okay..the sec 1s r so cute!haahahs.
im gonna go for another comp.hmm..late feb.:s
oh wells.
hahahas.

todae is a totally boring dae.
hmmm.oh yeah!
jes now...i ate dinner..then i dunno why!the chicken wings r really skinny..?
lols.
im so saddd.
pple r all so killing chicken..and i hafta eat a healthy yet skinny pathetic chicken jes now.
ahhaha!:x

im soo tired!and my hipbone's bruised.
-.-"so pain can!my ass oso.
sheeshed.

and i think gabe blocked me in msn...?hahahas!oh wells.-looks away.

anyhows!tmr gort pe!
sians!
im so tireddddd.
and my ass hurts.
zZzzzz.

and HAHAHAHA!I JES SAW A PHOTO OF SUMONE!!!
faints
hahahas.so funny.
-shows a spastic face

hahaas.kaes.im really pmsy these few daes.and i so want to go town tmr.hahahas.sick right.sumore i haf tests cuming up.
snores!!!

oh yeahz.my juniors are real cute.so informing me of stuff.(:cool eh!
hahahas.
and you know wad.
im starting to hate guys.

till then
the xcited one.

hazel Y 8:23 PM |

Sunday, February 08, 2004

~~i swear i hate the word.EX.:|~~gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

god.im back to square 1.i do miss you.alot.you know it!-cries.
what can i do to stop missing you.

think im gonna breakdown soon.

hazel Y 9:11 PM |

IM SO FCUKING TIREDDDDDD

im totally beat
god.jes back frm sending my bro off to camp.

was skating the whole day with claudio
sheeshed.i still cant do a fcuking ollie.was jes trying and trying and making my directions right.-.-"

fell down.MY BUM HURTS LIKE SHIT CANN.:|teary eyes*

and i was skating at the void deck...then skate in front of sum old ladies.lols.i sorta flew off my board...and weee.i scared the old ladies.-.-"
u should see their faces!
so shocked cann!
sumore they were holding each other so tightly..like as if sum monster jes flew past them.
-.-"
and they started toking in teochew or sumthing...
zzzzz.boy i feel badd.

then off to skate park.
im the only girl there.so wthh.
and the lousiest.
made sum frens there(:
great dudes.super friendly.
scot was so cute.he's oni like p5?and he's like...woah!
make me feel so so sad.hahahas.

anyhows.shall practise my skills more.okays.maybe i dun haf any skills.but i will have in the future!LOL.
forgot to add.
there was this real real cute guy in skatepark.gosh!
:P
and im sunburnt.
so tiredddd.was like dozing off in front of the telly jes now.
hahahas.

i must sae.
todae is kinda fun.(:
kinda brave for sum lousy shit to go skatepark ehs!
LOL.
kk.watevar.hazel the poseur.lols.
oh wells.
i'll soon learn the damn ollie.(yeah yeah.hazel..that's the fifth time you said that already)but i swear!i will
hahahas.
oh watevar
hafta do hwk.and SHIT!tmr gort training!
SIAN!!!!!
till then.
the failure.:|

hazel Y 7:45 PM |

Saturday, February 07, 2004

ahhahs.this is so so so entertaining.was jes linking my way thru and found sum.....really 'nice' blogs(:
had a great time reading it.
with words that goes Up aNd dOwn.

hahaha.
i hate those mann.sheesh.they haf a finger problem?

woo.i feel so bitched up today.
cant wait for tmr.skate time with claudio and co.?(:

hazel Y 6:44 PM |

baby say you changed your mind now

im convinced.i'll move on.

OH GOD.THEY'RE SO MAKING ME LAUGH
maybe i can get over you after all.

hazel Y 9:49 AM |

i wont go
i wont sleep
i wont leave till you're resting here with me.

hellos.
god.
was trying to match my clothes to skate tmr.
but i dun seem to haf the right over over size shirt!
my jeans r low.but not baggie enuff.
sheeshed.
i have so much girlie clothes.-.-"

oh wells.
i hafta finddd!
hahahas.

piano todae was like shit.
i coulden count my fcuking beats!
roars!

brother is cuming back ard 1 plus..?
i shall spend my dae studying and all.
hahahas!

i so hate msealsmusic!
stupid mann.always down one.

"Too Much To Ask"
Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didnt call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out youre all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
Youre too tough
You think you're loveless
Is that too much that I'm asking for?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

But everytime I try to make you smile
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Can't find where i am
Lying here
Alone I fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
You're too tough
You think you're loveless
It was too much that I'm asking for

~~ily*i've always been~~

hazel Y 9:37 AM |

Friday, February 06, 2004

WILLIAM HUNG IS THE CUTEST AND THE BRAVEST PERSON I EVER SEEN IN MY WHOLE 14 AND 8 MTHS OF MY LIFE!

ahhahas!
i tell you i went to www.williamhung.net

and god!
HE'S SO FCUKING FUNNY.
AND I CANT STOP LAUGHING!

hahahas!
sheesheded

ahem.as ya know...vday's cuming.and poor hazel is alone this yr..so yah..
hmm.i've set my eyes on this $59 ring at swatch shops.lols.it's sum teardrop on top..then can open which forms a heart.so nice!god.sum1 plz get me that.(wishful thinking zells!):/
back frm tution.was totally engrossed with that 7pm chinese show.ahhahas.
tution was boring as usual.
was listening to avril l's these things i'll nvr sae..was thinking alot of the past, alot of him.

oh wells.
shall go plae piano.

im a happie girl now.
with my black earrings.

and william's video.LOL

hazel Y 9:04 PM |

heys.
jes back frm cp.
bought more black earrings.:)
fcuking msn wunt sign me in.damnit!

anyhows.back hme early AGAIN!hahahas.but im goin tution laters.

dear alvina.god.i haf a blue black now can!
roar!

todae is boring....
nth happened.hahahas.hmm.in history class we had sum small test thingie.i wrote till like crazy mann.so messy and long.
hahahas.

anyways.the song in my blog is called heartbreak lullaby.
:|

todae during physics
the two nuts beside me..amy and regina.
gosh.they're damn lame can!
they both were like composing sum abc animal song.
-.-
and the three behind me were sinding along.even rach copied the lyrics down.
i haf no comments mann.

and me amy and regina were eating m&ms in front of mr pang.hahahas.

shall go eat now.
till then
the partying one.

IT'S THE WKEND!REJOICE!

hazel Y 3:11 PM |

Thursday, February 05, 2004

Feelings I can't fight,
You're free to leave me,
But just don't deceive me
And please,
Believe me when I say,
I love you.

i think that over you song below is real true.:/
alyssa gort me psychoed by the yo mama song frm black eyed peas.

and can you believe it again.IM EARLY AGAIN.hahahahs.
so guai.gawd.i've changed.ahahhahs.
jes back frm cp eating with sheila and co.
jes now re lesson....we went to st annes for sum talk.
aaahhahas.

and alvina was torturing me!tmr i shall wear a helmet.hahahas
-.-"
thanks arhs.
hahahas.
anyhows.
i wrote so much words on my leg.ahhahhas.
and everybody's like.."lemme see..."
hahahhas.

i dun understand?!
your words r all so contradicting.:/

oh yeahz...mrs tan din cum todae.so we had three periods of heaven!
so me serene amy marilyn feli ck regina kandis sheryl shijin yvonne all played truth and dare.
then dunno how i progressed to telling ghost stories.
gosh.made me feel all freaked up cann.
and i totally din feel like goin hme at all.
hahahas.oh well.
im hme anyway!
ahahhahs.

i love you more each day.i totally dread vday.oh well.it'll be an ordinary day.

till then
the sad one
i had to watch ya fade away.

hazel Y 4:57 PM |

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

"Over You"

From the moment that we met
I knew that we would connect
Your eyes had told me that somehow
We shared a history
Feeling fearless I took a chance
Couldn't let the moment pass
I felt that fate had played a hand
And brought you here to me

But happiness can be short-lived
And pain can bring you to your knees

[Chorus:]
Don't think, that I'll get over you
Don't know, if I can make it through
My darkest days without you in my life and i
Don't think, that I can face the pain
I'll never see your face again
I close my eyes and wonder when
Will it ever end

Get as close as we could be
Felt that you could see through me
You read my mind you knew my life
Became a part of me
Took for granted precious time
Thought we had it on our side
By some cruel twist of fate
I had to watch you fade away

[Chorus]

heys
jes back frm school
so early can!!
it's like...2:55 now
hahahas
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
IM HME EARLY.
hhhahahs
but later gort tution.so yah

regina's here.
hahahas.that retard.
we're suppose to suntann at my backyard.
but look!
no sun coze she's here.
hahahas.
jes now so fcuking hot cann.hahahas

nth much happened in school.

sianzation:wad he do..?
sianzation:just curious
jack off jills:i dunno howta say lah
sianzation:eg la
jack off jills:it's like veri happie to be with him?
sianzation:ic
jack off jills:a feeling that i cant get anymore frm anyone else...?

mark asked me wad's so nice abt gabe last night.sianzation is mark.while jack off jill is me.

i realised that gabe really is different frm all my exes?
no one can take over that place in my heart.:/and i cant get over him anytime soon..?

and i realised that i love him alot more now than be4...?when i was with him..?

hais.

sucks mann.why cant i move on.

shall go eat.:)
till then.
the hot one.

heard this in the morning on perfect ten.

"Out Of Reach"

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

hazel Y 3:04 PM |

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

i think im going nuts soon.
i'll die of depression
or because of my flu.

hazel Y 10:46 PM |

I tried to forget
i jes succeeded in deluding myself in the end.

heys

gawd.
i feel supa shagged.
been kinda sick the whole dae.
sneezing and cough.

and u know wad.im feeling damn hot now.
please let me be sick
i feel totally exhausted,wanana slp for a long long time.

i came hme super early todae.
jes to slp.
roars.
nth much happened todae.
GOSH.MY TEMP IS LIKE 36.4.WHY ISSIT SO NORMAL!
I WANANN BE SICK.

hais hais.
even utt wunt make feel better now.
screw my nose!
im so tiredddd....

:|

i dun wanan go school.

and i aint feeling any better.abt e v e r y t h i n g .
sum 1 plz tell me that they're there for me.

kaes.maybe jes wnana hear him say that.

but i aint haf any control anymore.
:/why.

i dun like this.and i cant accept this.

kill me plz
:/
till then.
the lonely one.

hazel Y 5:52 PM |

Monday, February 02, 2004

you and me used to be together
everyday together
always together

heys.
jes bathed.
gawd.
look at my bathroom.
so flooded with sand.

back frm sentosa
:)
was feeling super terrible this morning.
cuze i was missing him.
and it was raining.

sum one plz slap me

this pain is too real.
it's been 1 mth and 21 daes i guess.:/

anyhows.when i gort sentosa.it was raining!
but then later gort bright bright sun.:)
im brown now.not red.
coze me and jennifer used jerene's suntanning lotion.
apparently the bottle stated that it was sandproof
my foot!

we were both so sand attracted mann.
the sand wunt cum off our bodies!

i guess i prob brought back a few grams of sand mann.

i dread school tmr!
and i hafven finish my hwk!
-.-"

till then
the broken one.

Artist: Joy Enriquez
Album: Joy Enriquez
Title: How Can I Not Love You

cannot touch, cannot hold, cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

Chorus:
How can i not love you
What do i tell my heart
When do i not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do i not miss you when you are gone

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend it's over
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say
What we've known all along

Chorus:
How can i not love you
What do i tell my heart
When do i not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do i not miss you when you are gone

How can i not love you

Bridge:
Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what we've known all along

Chorus:
How can i not love you
What do i tell my heart
When do i not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do i not miss you when you are gone

How can i not love you
When you are gone

hazel Y 4:50 PM |

Sunday, February 01, 2004

where is the love
where is the love

changed my template.
this one.so plain right.

hahahas.
im feeling plain now.:/

yeahz yeahz.

MY TAGBOARD IS AT THE BOTTOM.HAPPIE STROLLING.:p
jes woke up.
so fcuking tired.
i oni slpt for abt 4 hrs last night.

now my body feels super heavy.
gawddd

todae went for the7.30 mass,then went to eat bfast wit my fam.
then back to ihm.for boring cat class.then off to st annes for salt again.

so holy yah.hahahhas.

salt was okay todae.
we had sum tok abt understanding sexuality
the speaker,michelle.
she rocks mann.

damn funny.she've been to my sch be4 last year..so yah..we knew wad she was gonna say jes now.

after salt went cp with rese and gwend.
god.i felt so full eating that burger that i felt like puking mann.
hahahas.

then off back hme.

sigh.i thot i'm over him,but the truth is im not.:|
oh wells.I DUN FUCKING UNDERSTAND WAD'S RONG WITH ME.
LOOK HAZEL.
YOU'RE STILL LOVING HIM.
WAD ABT HIM?

HE DUMPED YOU.
HE IS ENJOYING LIFE WITHOUT YOU

WHY CANT YOU!
god.

i dun understand them..?
and i dun wanan care..?

roars.
-psychos myself.

u sux u sux.yeahz u sux.

each time i see you.i miss you.i love you.
but then everytime i miss you.
i hate you.
for breaking my heart in the end

i long to call him
i long to hold him
i long to pull his hair
i long to get close
i long to ~~go near and jes~~ tell him

that i miss you

i jes cant

zell.face it.it was over long time ago.

i jes cant get tt in.i tried.but i cant.im still here.your presence still lingers everywhere.

-cries
this is killing me

forget it.
i'll get over it soon.i dun need the love.i dun need any.frm him.or any guy.
i can let go off memories.

i hope.

:|

tmr gonna suntann.:D
i pray for gude gude real gude weather.
and for sum strange reason.i smell suntanning lotion now!
hahahas.

till then.
the ~~emotional~~ one

freshmaker

Tan Siaw Kern Hazel
Roxanne
3rd June 1989,gemini

adores

colour red
coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
jash(:
gym freak

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